The ascent of Bryan

New Journal

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 19:34:49 GMT

Okay. I have a new journal. bards_tale . All of my fellow friends here were added over there, so just add me back.

Im not emo.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 17:19:38 GMT

SO. I've been thinking about this alot as of late.
Im not emo. Im not gay. I used to be emo. I never was gay.

Look at common emo kids. They all have long hair, bangs straight down over their eyes. Their eyes covered by thick rimmed emo glasses. They wear really tight jeans, teeshirts that are too small, and always have their boxers hanging out. I HATE ALL OF THAT!

I am genuinly insulted when people say that im emo, and it fucking sucks because most of my screen names include "emo" somehow.. like emospider, or im_emo_not_gay. Its all fucking ghey. I cannot really do anything about it, otherwise I'd lose all my shit.

The bottom line is that this sucks.

Updated Bryan D&D Character

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 17:37:45 GMT

Character Name: Bryan Race
Class: Bard
Level: 1
Race: Human
Alignment: Neutral Good
Patron Diety/Religion: None
Nationality: Non-Hispanic
Residence: Johnson City, NY

Age: 18
Sex: Male
Birth date: October 09, 1986
Size: Medium
Height: 5’ 11”
Weight: 160 lbs.
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Green
Skin: White
Handedness: Right

Strength: 11
Dexterity: 13
Constitution: 14
Intelligence: 12
Wisdom: 13
Charisma: 12

Hit Points: 8
Die Type: d6

AC: 12

Armor Worn: Padded Armor
Weapon: Unarmed
Notable items: Bag, Handbook of the D&D Players, Playstation Portable, Bass Guitar

Fortitude: 2
Reflex: 3
Will: 3

Initiative: 1

Base Attack Bonus: 0
Melee: 0
Ranged: 1
Grapple: 0

Skills: Balance: 4 (Ranks: 3)
Climb: 2 (Ranks: 2)
Concentration: 4 (Ranks: 2)
Knowledge (Pop Culture): 3 (Ranks: 2)
Listen: 3 (Ranks: 2)
Move Silently: 4 (Ranks: 3)
Perform (Stringed Instruments): 5 (Ranks: 4)
Perform (Tell shitty story): 5 (Ranks: 4)
Search: 3 (Ranks: 2)
Spot: 3 (Ranks: 2)
Sustain Middle Finger: 3 (Rank: 1)

Class & Racial Abilities: Bardic Music, Bardic Knowledge, Countersong, Fascinate, Inspire Courage +1

Feats: Run, Dodge

Spells: Detect Magic, Know Direction

This has been updated. I made myself level one because I dont know the apprentice level stats, etc. Also, filled up my abilities more. I used 15 extra ability points, as opposed to 6 before.

The Bryan D&D Character

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 22:36:33 GMT

Character Name: Bryan Race
Class: Bard
Level: Apprentice
Race: Human
Alignment: Neutral Good
Patron Diety/Religion: None
Nationality: Non-Hispanic
Residence: Johnson City, NY

Age: 18
Sex: Male
Birth date: October 09, 1986
Size: Medium
Height: 5’ 11”
Weight: 160 lbs.
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Green
Skin: White
Handedness: Right

Strength: 10
Dexterity: 12
Constitution: 11
Intelligence: 10
Wisdom: 10
Charisma: 11

Hit Points: 6
Die Type: d6

AC: 13

Armor Worn: Padded Armor
Weapon: Unarmed
Notable items: Bag, Handbook of the D&D Players, Playstation Portable, Bass Guitar

Fortitude: 0
Reflex: 3
Will: 2

Initiative: 2

Base Attack Bonus: 0
Melee: 0
Ranged: 2
Grapple: 0

Skills: Balance: 3 (Ranks: 1)
Climb: 1 (Ranks: 1)
Perform (Stringed Instruments): 3 (Ranks: 3)
Sustain Middle Finger: 1 (Rank: 1)

Class & Racial Abilities: None

Feats: Run

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 21:54:09 GMT

New color scheme

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 19:20:45 GMT

So. Fuck social services in the ass.
Its 3 days until the 30th, and thats when my case ends. They didn't tell me this until today, when I went down there and saw them.

So no rent, etc. Fuckers.

Luckily, Sue George up at BCC offered me a job, doing exactly what im doing now 5 hours more, and 6 bucks an hour. Up side is i'll have a job, down side is i'll be making less what I am now, probably by like 15 or 20 bucks. But it'll due, I s'pose.

Commons At War

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 20:25:06 GMT

I wrote up some lyrics earlier, and I needed to put them somewhere where I have access to them. Feel free to comment.
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Although we couldn't share
Does it matter if we ever meet again?
On those streets where we walked
I will lay down to rest
On the streets that we walk
The giant men stared down

Its like my mother always said
That those tyrants know the best
And the worst ways
to kill you the best
hiding in the fortress
Of concrete built with our hands

And now I dont dare
I don't want to leave your side
So sleep tight
Its the last good sleep you'll have
This is the last night
For war to be in our past

Its like my father always said
That those men grey at best
and the worst thing
they wont let you rest
in your homes
that they will take in the end

And can you hear the echo
the screams we're about to pass

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 19:40:04 GMT

I heard Gorillaz new album yesterday. I like it. I like it real good.

Im getting fucked over by Social Security, but I suppose its my own fault. I had forgotten to put my name on my mail box, and they sent me a letter. Well. When the mail person went to drop it off, my name wasn't on the box so it got returned to Social Security. They saw it and was like "Hey. He doesn't live here! THis guys a phony! A great big phony! Lets stop giving him money and stop paying the rent where hes not living!" The unfortunate part is that I am, indeed, still living there. And no, I am not a phony. Just forgetful and lazy. Anyway. I will recirtify sometime next month, and they'll give me more money.. I just wont get money for next month, which means I am down 360.

You better watch out because im gonna say fuck.

Revolutionary War 2k4

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 20:39:06 GMT

Hardcore Kid: If you do not stop this scarf rock madness or I will destroy you! I will blow up the city, I will blow up the scene, I will blow up the world. I will blow up everything. And your precious scarf, it will be destroyed!
Eric Camp: I will not retire scarf rock. I will continue to rock the scene in a whole new way. The music revolution will continue to spread across the nation. You'll lose, and I'll win, because scarf rock is the hero. Its unstoppable, you're going down. Now im going to take you down with nothing but my bare hands, my scarf, and a phat key on my fucking keyboard.

Eric Singing: You're a douchebag, generic meat head. Think that you're so tough, but you're really not. Its just a moshpit, not a fight for your life. And if you get to close you are gonna pay the price. We know that your mad at your mom and dad. You're starving for attention and you want a reaction, but no one here cares so stop kicking chairs. You're a douchebag, generic meat head. Hardcore kid, take it easy. Hardcore kid, you better not kick me wearing your train conductors hat and your black bandana-na. You have got something against me. Not quite your lie, I think its jealousy.

Eric Camp: Could it be because I started the music revolution? Because we stop listening to the same bands with the same generic rifts. You're just in the center stomping around and im just to the side laughing at you. Does that make you mad? Or are you worried that scarf rock will take aboveand beyond anything you've ever liked?
Hardcore Kid: Stop hurting my ego, it is the source of my power. Besides, I have already plantewd the bomb, thus proving that I am cooler and tougher than you anyways.
Eric Camp: Well it was a nice try, but when you were in the pit, kicking chairs, and spitting to people and showing your ass to people who really don't want to see it, I replanted your bomb in your evil lair, and now you know never to mess with scarf rock!

I don't think you know who I am. I don't think that you understand. I am a one man mother fucking scarf rock band!

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 17:38:36 GMT

For the sake of being bored out of my mind..

Do NOT cheat!
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex on a piece of paper.
2. Which color is your favorite out of red, black, blue, green and
yellow?
3. Your first initial
4. Your month of birth
5. Which color do you like most? Black or white?
6. Name of a person of the same gender as you.
7. Your favorite number
8. Do you like California or Florida more?
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a realistic wish.

ARE YOU DONE? IF SO, SCROLL DOWN..

dont scroll down unless you are completly done

ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person

2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and agressive
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the one you love
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down

3. If your initial is:
A-K - You have a lot of love and friendship in your life
L-R - You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom
S-Z - You like to help others and your future love life looks very good

4. If you were born in:
Jan.-Mar. - The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you
fall in love with someone totally unexpected
Apr.-June - You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long
but with memories that will last forever
July-Sep. - You will have a great year and experience a major life changing
experience for the good
Oct.-Dec. - Your love life will not be too great, but eventually, you will find
your soulmate

5. If you chose:
Black - Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard for you at
the time but it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White - You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do
anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. Your favorite # will become the # of kids (ahh hope your favorite number isnt 100)

8. If you chose:
California - You like adventure
Florida - You are laid back

9. If you chose:
Lake - You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved.
Ocean - You are spontaneous and like to please people.

10. This wish will only come true if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN within the next hour and it will come true before your next birthday

My answers followed by what they mean, and what I have to say about it.

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex on a piece of paper. Brianna [(You are completely in love with this person) Im not going to say a word about this. Not a fucking word.]

2. Which color is your favorite out of red, black, blue, green and yellow? Green [(Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back) Yeah, this makes sense.]

3. Your first initial B [(You have a lot of love and friendship in your life) I don't know. Sure, I have friends, but not lots. Same with love.)

4. Your month of birth October [(Your love life will not be too great, but eventually, you will find
your soulmate) I can see this being true]

5. Which color do you like most? Black or white? White [(You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.) Yeah.. yeah.]

6. Name of a person of the same gender as you. Tyrone [(This person is your best friend.) Uhm.. not really. I mean, I wouldn't detest it if it was. Tyrone is fricken cool.. but I hardly hang out with him)

7. Your favorite number 3 [(Your favorite # will become the # of kids (ahh hope your favorite number isnt 100)) Eh. I can see this happening.]

8. Do you like California or Florida more? California [(You like adventure) I feel I am laid back more than I like to adventure.]

9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more? Ocean [(You are spontaneous and like to please people.) Not that this isn't true, but I think the other one fits me so much more.]

10. Write down a realistic wish. To be a professional musician. [(This wish will only come true if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN within the next hour and it will come true before your next birthday) I don't really believe in this stuff.. but I would love to play jazz professionally. And from what I've heard, im pretty great at it.]

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 19:54:03 GMT

ABOUT ME
Name: Bryan
Single or taken: Single
Sex: Male
Birthday: October 9th.
Siblings: 6. Tracy, Sandra, Callista, Jessica, Allisa, Zach
Hair color: Brown and black.
Eye color: Green
Shoe size: 10 1/2
Height: 5' 11"
Weight: 150
Ethnicity: Irish, British
Favorite place to shop: Game Stop
Piercings/Tattoos: No.
Contacts/Glasses: Glasses, but they're broken.

RELATIONSHIPS
Who are your best friends: Define best.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: No.

SPECIFICS
Do you do drugs: No.
What kind of shampoo do you use: White Rain Lavender Vanilla
What are you most scared of? Spiders. Hate those fucks.
Who is the last person that called you? Whens teh last time I had a phone?
Where do you want to get married? In a court house.
How many buddies are online right now? 12.
How many people are on your buddy list? 61.
What would you change about yourself? My teeth and bad vision.

FAVORITES
Color: Dark green.
Food: Anything works.
Hobbies: Sitting infront of computers, music.
Boys names: No preference.
Girls names: No preference.
Subjects in school: math
Favorite Animal: No preference.
Sports: Hockey.
Holiday: Halloween
Season: Summer
Car: No preference.
Ice cream flavor: Vanilla.
Memory: Uh.. Kicking people off of monkey bars.
Most painful moment: Blocked out.

HAVE YOU EVER
Given anyone a bath? Nope.
Smoked? No.
Bungee jumped? No.
Made yourself throw up? Yes.
Skinny-dipped? No.
Ever been in love? No.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Prolly.
Pictured your crush naked? All the time.
Actually seen your crush naked? Nope.
Cried when someone died? My dog when I was 8.
Lied? No. >.>
Fallen for your best friend? Yes, but not to the point of love.
Been rejected? Yes.
Rejected someone? Yes.
Used someone? Yes.
Done something you regret? Yes.

CURRENT
Clothes: My watch, white dress shirt, tan shorts, white socks, and black converse.
Music: None.
Make-up: No.
Annoyance: Bad spelling. >.>
Smell: Freshly baked cinnamen buns.
Favorite group: Fire When Ready.
Desktop picture: My old FLCL one.
Book(s) you’re reading: None.
In cd player: Fire When Ready, Moneybags Gram, Ben Folds, My Chemical Romance, and Foo Fighters.
In tape deck: N/A
In record player: Whats a record? But seriously. The Alan Parsons Project.

LAST PERSON
You touched: Prolly Drew. Whether it was hitting him or bumping into him.
Hugged: Liz.
You IMed: Jessa.
You yelled at: I don't really yell.
You kissed: Liz.
Last time you cried: Im a dude. I don't cry.

ARE YOU
Understanding: Usually.
Open-minded: Yes.
Arrogant: Slightly.
Insecure: No.
Interesting: Not particularly.
Random: Sometimes.
Hungry: Very.
Smart: When I want to be.
Moody: Very.
Hard working: When I need to be.
Organized: Not really.
Healthy: More than some, less than others.
Shy: Sometimes.
Difficult: Yes.
Attractive: Very.
Bored easily: Im bored now.
Messy: Very.
Responsible: Eh.
Obsessed: Not currently.
Angry: No
Happy: Slightly.
Bitch: No
Nerd: Some would say so.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO
Kill: Eh. Anyone, really.
Slap: I don't.
Get really wasted with: I don't get wasted.
Get high with: I don't get high.
Look like: Kiba.
Talk to offline: Anyone.
Talk to online: Anyone.

RANDOM
In the morning I am: Alive.
All I need is: Music.
Love is: I wouldn't know.
I dream about: Unimportant things that I couldn't care less about.
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera? Who I'd rather kill? Either.
Bush or Kerry: Holy shit.. is it November?

GREATEST
Greatest turn on: None, really.
Greatest turn off: Fat chicks.
Greatest Feeling in the world: Uhm.. A good burger.

OPPOSITE SEX
What do you notice first: Height and weight.
Last person you slow danced with: Tyrone.
Worst question to ask: Are you in yet? (Response: "In? Im done.")
Makes you laugh the most: Eh. Dunno.
Makes you smile: Dunno.
Who do you have a crush on: Lets go with Bill.
Who has a crush on you: I don't know.

DO YOU EVER
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you? No.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Prolly.
Wish you were younger: Yes.
Cried because someone said something to you? Yes
Loved someone so much it made you cry? No.

NUMBER
Of times I have had my heart broken: Uh.. 4
Of hearts I have broken: Dunno. Don't care.
Of guys I've kissed: 2 or 3.
Of girls I've kissed: Prolly over 25.
Of continents I have lived in: 1.
Of tight friends: Tight?
Of cds I own: 25 - 50
Of scars on my body: 1

FINAL QUESTIONS
Do you like fillings these out? Sometimes.
Gold or silver: Silver.
What was the last film you saw at the movies? Star Wars Episode III
Favorite cartoon/anime? No favorite.
What did you have for breakfast this morning? A zebra cake.
Who would you love being locked in a room with? Kate Winslet.
Could you live without your computer? Yeah.
Could you ever get off of the computer? Uh huh.
Would you color your hair? Mhmm.
Habla Espanol? Eat me.
Drink alcohol? No.

Tue, 31 May 2005 22:57:45 GMT

My Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: Foo Fighters - Times Like These [LYRICS]
Waking up: Gary Jules - Mad World [LYRICS]
Average day: Weezer - Surf Wax America [LYRICS]
First date: Blink 182 - First Date [LYRICS]
Falling in love: Weezer - Island In The Sun [LYRICS]
Love scene: Coheed and Cambria - A Favor House Atlantic [LYRICS]
Fight scene: Star Wars Episode 1 Soundtrack - Duel of Fates [No Lyrics]
Breaking up: Ben Folds Five - Song For The Dumped [LYRICS]
Getting back together: Fire When Ready - If We're All Okay [No Lyrics Availavle]
Secret love: Weezer - El Scorcho [LYRICS]
Life's okay: Ben Folds Five - Philosophy [LYRICS]
Mental breakdown: Weezer - Slob [LYRICS]
Driving: System of A Down - Chop Suey [LYRICS]
Learning a lesson: Foo Fighters - All My Life [LYRICS]
Deep thought: Weezer - Only In Dreams [LYRICS]
Flashback: Ben Folds - The Luckiest [LYRICS]
Partying: Ben Folds - Rockin' The Suburbs [LYRICS]
Happy dance: Modest Mouse - Ocean Breaths Salty [LYRICS]
Regret: Brand New - Me vs. Madanna vs. Elvis [LYRICS]
Being screwed over: Brand New - Okay, I believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't [LYRICS]
Long night alone: Taking Back Sunday - A Decade Under The Influence [LYRICS]
Death scene: At The Drive-In - Invalid Letter Dept. [LYRICS]
Closing credits: Coheed and Cambria - In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3 [LYRICS]

Tue, 31 May 2005 22:35:55 GMT

Now. I don't usually link to news articles, etc., but I found this article to be interesting.

its about a kid who murders 6 people on the day of his graduation, than kills himself.

An interesting article

Tue, 31 May 2005 20:51:24 GMT

Broke up with Liz.

Tue, 31 May 2005 19:05:52 GMT

Laugh along with common people even though they're laughing at you.. and the stupid things that you do because you think that poor is cool.

Thu, 26 May 2005 17:24:14 GMT

*Yawn*
I woke up today. I woke up fucking early. So fucking early, in fact, I saw 9 am.
But before seeing the clock, I saw Liz. And thats the important thing. Its what made it acceptable to wake up at 9 am.

Wed, 25 May 2005 17:21:21 GMT

Yesterday I hung out with Liz. I left work some 2 hours early so we could go watch a movie. I stopped and picked up some pizza, along with other foods, on the way home. Halfway through the Abyss she wanted to leave. She had stuff she had to do the following morning (this morning). Tonight she might spend the night.. and you have no idea how happy that makes me.
And no, im not implying that we are fucking, or going to be fucking.

Tue, 24 May 2005 21:37:42 GMT

Whee.. not single.
Going out with Liz :)

Tue, 24 May 2005 20:34:42 GMT

Im at work. Im happy.

Fri, 20 May 2005 15:36:09 GMT

Im sleepy. I was supposed to hang out with Timmy at 10, but he moved it to 1 so I have nothing to do. Im at the library, so this is passing an hour.

Nothing has been interesting lately. I saw Revenge of the Sith, but I won't go into that. All I'll say is that it was good.

Raw Meat Fest on Saturday. That should be some kind of fun.. I hope.

Well. Thats it. See ya.

Fri, 20 May 2005 15:32:12 GMT

1. Of all the bands/artists in your cd/record collection, which one do you own the most albums by?
Weezer.

2. What was the last song you listened to?
Ben Folds - The Ascent of Stan

3. What's in your CD player right now?
Ben Folds - Rockin' The Suburbs

4. What song would you say sums you up?
Ben Folds - Rockin' The Suburbs

5. What's your favorite local band?
Fire When Ready

6. What was the last show you attended?
Uh.. I don't know. Prolly that shitty hardcore Legion show.

8. What's the shittiest band you've ever seen in concert?
Killswitch Engage

9. What band do you love musically but hate the members of?
I don't think there are any.

10. What is the most musically involved you have ever been?
My two old bands.

11. What show are you looking forward to?
None.

12. What is your favorite band shirt?:
My NoFx tee

13. What musician would you like to hang out with for a day?
Rivers Cuomo

14. What musician would you like to hump for a day?
Michelle Branch

15. Metal question-Jeans and Leather vs. Cracker Jack clothes?
Cracker Jock clothes?

16. Sabbath or solo Ozzy?
Sabbath.

17. Commodores or solo Lionel Ritchie?
Is killing myself an option?

18. Blackjack or solo Michael Bolton?
See 17.

19. Doesn't Primus suck?
Slightly. I mean, they have their ups and downs.

20. Name 4 flawless albums?
Weezer - Blue Album
Weezer - Pinkerton
Ben Folds - Rockin' The Suburbs
Ben Folds - Ben Folds Live

21. Did you know that filling out this survey makes you a music geek?
Not really.

22. What was the greatest decade for music?
None yet. But of the ones we've had, I'll say the 20's.

23. How many music-related videos/dvds do you own?
The Weezer DVD

24. Do you like Journey?
Kind of.

25. Don't try to pretend you don't.
???

26. What is your favorite movie soundtrack?
Star Wars Episode 1 or Mortal Combat

27. What was your last musical "phase" before you wisened up?
Uhm. Insane Clown Posse? Lets go with that.

28. What's the crappiest CD/record/etc you've ever bought?
Lets see.. Probably.. Static-X

29. Do you prefer vinyl or Cd's?
CD's

Part Two

1.. what time did you get up this morning? 9:30

2. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Star Wars: Revenge Of Teh Sith

4. What is your favorite TV show? Samurai Champloo

5. What did you have for breakfast? Uh.. Yet to eat.

6. What is your middle name? William

7. What is your favorite food? Pizza

8. What foods do you dislike? Burittos

9. What are your favorite colors? Green and white

10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? William Shatner - Has Been

11. What kind of car do you drive? I don't.

12. What is your favorite sandwich? PB + Fluff

13. What characteristics do you despise? Uhmm.. Physically.. Weight. Socially.. When people just out of no where say you don't like them to make you feel sorry for them.

14. Favorite item of clothing? My green blazer

15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Japan or Ireland

17. What color is your bathroom? Off white

18. Where would you retire to? Ireland.

19. Favorite time of the day? Past midnight.

20. What was your most memorable birthday? None.

21. Where were you born? Johnson City, NY

22. Favorite sport to watch? Hockey

23. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? Drew.

24. Person you expect to send it back first? Uhm.. No one.

25. What fabric detergent do you use? FUcked if I know

26. Coke or Pepsi? Whatever.

27. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night.

28. What is your shoe size? 10 1/2

29. Do you have any pets? No.

30. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share? Now I hate Hayden Christiansen even more.

31. What did you want to be when you were little? A ninja turtle

32. If you had an hour to do absolutely anything uninterrupted, what would it be? You mean what my life is normally like? Probably sit around, play video games, hang out with Drew, or masturbate. I mean, its all I do now.

33. You have $500 you must spend shopping, what's your first stop? Game Stop.

Thu, 12 May 2005 19:46:38 GMT

So, last night was my first night in the apartment. It was weird. Cody (darkdreamslayer) was over, and we mostly played video games and such. My neighbors are loud when they're awake. They sat on the front porch and yelled at each other about how high the heat was on. Why the heat was on in the first place was beyond me, seeing as the temperature got up to 80 yesterday. But Cody and I just sat there and laughed.. not wanting to listen but being forced to.

At about 1:30 - 2:00 am we heard someone slowely walking up the stairs.. seeing as you can hear everything in that building. They knocked on some persons door for well over 5 minutes on the third floor. The couple in the apartment next to me.. the ones that were arguing about the heat, started yelling at the person knocking on the door upstairs. At that point, I went to the door and looked out the peak hole. The girl at the top of the stairs was pregnant, and was still knocking. The lady in the apt next to me yelled "Stop knocking or I'll call the cops." Before I could start laughing, the pregnant girl at the top of the stairs yelled "Shut up or I'll come down there and knock on your door!". This nearly sent Cody and I into a fit of laughter. They must've heard us. So after a few minutes of random knocking, a girl came to the door upstairs. They argued for a few minutes.. subject being the apartment girls boyfriend broke into the pregnant girls house and impregnated her. My apartment building is as special as they come.

I think I might call and hang out with Drew (roninhirox) after I get out of work.

Holy shit.. I just found this movie summery on Drews LJ. Its about Garden State. "The other shitty moving that was brought to me was "Garden State". Owen barrowed this from someone. This movie is crap. Its about some 26 year old who wants to be an actor and is heavily medicated, when his mother dies he goes back to Jersey for her funeral and forgets all his medication in California.. I think. Well after his moms funeral he goes to a party and ends up sitting on a couch all night watching people dry hump, this is below him though cause he is deep... or something. Well in the morning he wakes up and goes to the doctors cause he has been having head aches. In the waiting room he meets Princess Amidala. After his doctors apointment he drives her to her house after a brief stop at his friends mansion. Stuff happens and the next day him and his friends and Princess Amidala. This is a long and boring seen that results in nothing more than everyone being in their underwaer for three minutes. The next day his friend has him drive him all over town and Princess Amidala is there to, and this ends with the main character getting his moms neckless. After this The main character and Princess Amidala fuck, and then he tells his dad off for some reason. At the end is about to go back to California but decides to stay with Princess Amidala instead. I think this movie was supposed to be deep or something, but is just sucked hard. I know alot of people who would prolly like it cause they want to be dispondent assholes who pretend to be deep."

Thu, 12 May 2005 19:14:16 GMT

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply a time of day to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you, insofar as I know you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.

I feel that people will be entertained by this. Its not the original, by the way. Number eight is missing, seeing as I know nothing of White Wolf.

08. I'll assign you your White Wolf critter/splat.

Wed, 11 May 2005 17:30:13 GMT

You walk up to her.. ask her to dance. She says, 'Hey baby I just might take the chance'. You say, 'It's a good thing that you float in the air. That way there's no way I will crush your pretty toenails into a thousand pieces.' Weezer
Im into my new apt. The gas and electric are on. Most of my stuff is set up. There is a lack out outlets in this apartment. Sure, its a small 4 room.. but there are only 5 outlets. My family keeps giving me furniture I dont need. Like.. I really dont fucking need. Im gettiny my dads couch which is cool. Its been my favorite couch ever since I was a small kid. I have a fold out chair which is in the living room, next to where the couch is going. My uncle wants me to take his couch, my grandma wants me to take her chair, and my sister wants me to take the chair from the apartment.. So I don't know. I need to go home and straighten it up some more. I want to get the couch asap.. but I don't know if that'll happen.
My sister called me and yelled at me to get a job.. well. A better job anyway. She told me this so I would pay her back. FUCK HER! She is the one who spent my money on stuff I didn't tell her to spend it on. She is the one who doesn't have a job AT ALL. She is complaining to me that because I owe her 300 dollars, she has no where to go. Its pretty fucking stupid. She just really fucking needs to get over Dave and move on with her fucking life. Christ.
"If you were here I'd never have a fear. So go on live your life, but I miss you more than I did yesterday." My Chemical Romance

Beginning of a Brand New/TBS fued

Tue, 10 May 2005 02:22:03 GMT

So. Lots went on today. This week is turning back into the May that it normally is.. just the worst fucking thing imaginable.

Two good things came out of it though. I got Lumines, and I still have my bass.
Lumines is the greatest thing ever.

Okay, on to band. After some confusion and a refreshing milkshake, I met up with Tyrone on the bus to go to Callaes. We were fine on the way. When we got there, Tyrone was being a total fucking dick to Callae. At points he was yelling at her to shut the fuck up, and stuff like that. He was not being nice at all. He may have been joking, but I've never, ever seen him joke like that before. We were totering on the edge of a total fucking band breakdown. Nobody would stay on what one person wanted to do. Tyrone just kept doing his own thing, and being a dick about it. Several times he just walked out.. whether or not he was joking, I don't know. But it was pissing me off. Tyrone was being a bitch about nearly everything, and it just pissed me off to hell. Callae seemed to be trying so hard to do what she could to keep us on track, and at times I did too.. but it all was futile. After food.. which Tyrone was being a bitch about eating.. or just moving in general.. we decided we should refine our style. I was up for it.. but it seemed like everyone just wanted to sit and do nothing. Tyrone obviously just wanted to hang all over Callae, and I didn't particularly want to stop them, but i was being really, really bothered. Pissy, too. Eventually my grandma calls, and long story short, I needed to go. I grabbed my stuff, said bye, and left. Literally. That was all I did. I spent most of the walk home trying to decide if I still want this. All it fucking did today was make me miserable, and hadn't it been for cute girls at the mall or Lumines, and I'd probably be more quick to kill off this band thing.. but I don't know.

Band is the one good thing in my life, and its making me miserable. This all just got way to complicated with Tyrone and Callae going out. I mean, before we were 3 friends.. both guys liking the girl but nothing happening. Now, its a couple who want.. the hell if I know.. and me.

My opinion of Tyrone has really fucking dropped as of today. Sure im emo.. but he was just being incredibly fucking rediculous. Whether its because he was being a douche, or the undeniable fact that I want to be with Callae, but something in this band thing IS NOT working, and I don't know what to do.