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Thursday, July 7th, 2005
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3:33 pm - New Journal
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Okay. I have a new journal. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) bards_tale . All of my fellow friends here were added over there, so just add me back.
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| Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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1:10 pm - Im not emo.
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SO. I've been thinking about this alot as of late.
Im not emo. Im not gay. I used to be emo. I never was gay.
Look at common emo kids. They all have long hair, bangs straight down over their eyes. Their eyes covered by thick rimmed emo glasses. They wear really tight jeans, teeshirts that are too small, and always have their boxers hanging out. I HATE ALL OF THAT!
I am genuinly insulted when people say that im emo, and it fucking sucks because most of my screen names include "emo" somehow.. like emospider, or im_emo_not_gay. Its all fucking ghey. I cannot really do anything about it, otherwise I'd lose all my shit.
The bottom line is that this sucks.
current mood:  crazy
current music: Fire When Ready - The Right Hook
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| Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
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1:19 pm - Updated Bryan D&D Character
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Character Name: Bryan Race
Class: Bard
Level: 1
Race: Human
Alignment: Neutral Good
Patron Diety/Religion: None
Nationality: Non-Hispanic
Residence: Johnson City, NY
Age: 18
Sex: Male
Birth date: October 09, 1986
Size: Medium
Height: 5’ 11”
Weight: 160 lbs.
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Green
Skin: White
Handedness: Right
Strength: 11
Dexterity: 13
Constitution: 14
Intelligence: 12
Wisdom: 13
Charisma: 12
Hit Points: 8
Die Type: d6
AC: 12
Armor Worn: Padded Armor
Weapon: Unarmed
Notable items: Bag, Handbook of the D&D Players, Playstation Portable, Bass Guitar
Fortitude: 2
Reflex: 3
Will: 3
Initiative: 1
Base Attack Bonus: 0
Melee: 0
Ranged: 1
Grapple: 0
Skills: Balance: 4 (Ranks: 3)
Climb: 2 (Ranks: 2)
Concentration: 4 (Ranks: 2)
Knowledge (Pop Culture): 3 (Ranks: 2)
Listen: 3 (Ranks: 2)
Move Silently: 4 (Ranks: 3)
Perform (Stringed Instruments): 5 (Ranks: 4)
Perform (Tell shitty story): 5 (Ranks: 4)
Search: 3 (Ranks: 2)
Spot: 3 (Ranks: 2)
Sustain Middle Finger: 3 (Rank: 1)
Class & Racial Abilities: Bardic Music, Bardic Knowledge, Countersong, Fascinate, Inspire Courage +1
Feats: Run, Dodge
Spells: Detect Magic, Know Direction
This has been updated. I made myself level one because I dont know the apprentice level stats, etc. Also, filled up my abilities more. I used 15 extra ability points, as opposed to 6 before.
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| Tuesday, June 28th, 2005
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6:34 pm - The Bryan D&D Character
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Character Name: Bryan Race
Class: Bard
Level: Apprentice
Race: Human
Alignment: Neutral Good
Patron Diety/Religion: None
Nationality: Non-Hispanic
Residence: Johnson City, NY
Age: 18
Sex: Male
Birth date: October 09, 1986
Size: Medium
Height: 5’ 11”
Weight: 160 lbs.
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Green
Skin: White
Handedness: Right
Strength: 10
Dexterity: 12
Constitution: 11
Intelligence: 10
Wisdom: 10
Charisma: 11
Hit Points: 6
Die Type: d6
AC: 13
Armor Worn: Padded Armor
Weapon: Unarmed
Notable items: Bag, Handbook of the D&D Players, Playstation Portable, Bass Guitar
Fortitude: 0
Reflex: 3
Will: 2
Initiative: 2
Base Attack Bonus: 0
Melee: 0
Ranged: 2
Grapple: 0
Skills: Balance: 3 (Ranks: 1)
Climb: 1 (Ranks: 1)
Perform (Stringed Instruments): 3 (Ranks: 3)
Sustain Middle Finger: 1 (Rank: 1)
Class & Racial Abilities: None
Feats: Run
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5:54 pm
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3:15 pm
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So. Fuck social services in the ass.
Its 3 days until the 30th, and thats when my case ends. They didn't tell me this until today, when I went down there and saw them.
So no rent, etc. Fuckers.
Luckily, Sue George up at BCC offered me a job, doing exactly what im doing now 5 hours more, and 6 bucks an hour. Up side is i'll have a job, down side is i'll be making less what I am now, probably by like 15 or 20 bucks. But it'll due, I s'pose.
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| Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
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4:24 pm - Commons At War
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I wrote up some lyrics earlier, and I needed to put them somewhere where I have access to them. Feel free to comment.
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Although we couldn't share
Does it matter if we ever meet again?
On those streets where we walked
I will lay down to rest
On the streets that we walk
The giant men stared down
Its like my mother always said
That those tyrants know the best
And the worst ways
to kill you the best
hiding in the fortress
Of concrete built with our hands
And now I dont dare
I don't want to leave your side
So sleep tight
Its the last good sleep you'll have
This is the last night
For war to be in our past
Its like my father always said
That those men grey at best
and the worst thing
they wont let you rest
in your homes
that they will take in the end
And can you hear the echo
the screams we're about to pass
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| Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
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3:34 pm
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I heard Gorillaz new album yesterday. I like it. I like it real good.
Im getting fucked over by Social Security, but I suppose its my own fault. I had forgotten to put my name on my mail box, and they sent me a letter. Well. When the mail person went to drop it off, my name wasn't on the box so it got returned to Social Security. They saw it and was like "Hey. He doesn't live here! THis guys a phony! A great big phony! Lets stop giving him money and stop paying the rent where hes not living!" The unfortunate part is that I am, indeed, still living there. And no, I am not a phony. Just forgetful and lazy. Anyway. I will recirtify sometime next month, and they'll give me more money.. I just wont get money for next month, which means I am down 360.
You better watch out because im gonna say fuck.
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| Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
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4:20 pm - Revolutionary War 2k4
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Hardcore Kid: If you do not stop this scarf rock madness or I will destroy you! I will blow up the city, I will blow up the scene, I will blow up the world. I will blow up everything. And your precious scarf, it will be destroyed!
Eric Camp: I will not retire scarf rock. I will continue to rock the scene in a whole new way. The music revolution will continue to spread across the nation. You'll lose, and I'll win, because scarf rock is the hero. Its unstoppable, you're going down. Now im going to take you down with nothing but my bare hands, my scarf, and a phat key on my fucking keyboard.
Eric Singing: You're a douchebag, generic meat head. Think that you're so tough, but you're really not. Its just a moshpit, not a fight for your life. And if you get to close you are gonna pay the price. We know that your mad at your mom and dad. You're starving for attention and you want a reaction, but no one here cares so stop kicking chairs. You're a douchebag, generic meat head. Hardcore kid, take it easy. Hardcore kid, you better not kick me wearing your train conductors hat and your black bandana-na. You have got something against me. Not quite your lie, I think its jealousy.
Eric Camp: Could it be because I started the music revolution? Because we stop listening to the same bands with the same generic rifts. You're just in the center stomping around and im just to the side laughing at you. Does that make you mad? Or are you worried that scarf rock will take aboveand beyond anything you've ever liked?
Hardcore Kid: Stop hurting my ego, it is the source of my power. Besides, I have already plantewd the bomb, thus proving that I am cooler and tougher than you anyways.
Eric Camp: Well it was a nice try, but when you were in the pit, kicking chairs, and spitting to people and showing your ass to people who really don't want to see it, I replanted your bomb in your evil lair, and now you know never to mess with scarf rock!
I don't think you know who I am. I don't think that you understand. I am a one man mother fucking scarf rock band!
current music: SoIMSquare - Revolutionary War 2k4
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| Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
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1:23 pm
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For the sake of being bored out of my mind..
Do NOT cheat!
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex on a piece of paper.
2. Which color is your favorite out of red, black, blue, green and
yellow?
3. Your first initial
4. Your month of birth
5. Which color do you like most? Black or white?
6. Name of a person of the same gender as you.
7. Your favorite number
8. Do you like California or Florida more?
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a realistic wish.
ARE YOU DONE? IF SO, SCROLL DOWN..
dont scroll down unless you are completly done
ANSWERS
1. You are completely in love with this person
2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and agressive
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the one you love
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down
3. If your initial is:
A-K - You have a lot of love and friendship in your life
L-R - You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom
S-Z - You like to help others and your future love life looks very good
4. If you were born in:
Jan.-Mar. - The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you
fall in love with someone totally unexpected
Apr.-June - You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long
but with memories that will last forever
July-Sep. - You will have a great year and experience a major life changing
experience for the good
Oct.-Dec. - Your love life will not be too great, but eventually, you will find
your soulmate
5. If you chose:
Black - Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard for you at
the time but it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White - You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do
anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6. This person is your best friend.
7. Your favorite # will become the # of kids (ahh hope your favorite number isnt 100)
8. If you chose:
California - You like adventure
Florida - You are laid back
9. If you chose:
Lake - You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved.
Ocean - You are spontaneous and like to please people.
10. This wish will only come true if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN within the next hour and it will come true before your next birthday
My answers followed by what they mean, and what I have to say about it.
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex on a piece of paper. Brianna [(You are completely in love with this person) Im not going to say a word about this. Not a fucking word.]
2. Which color is your favorite out of red, black, blue, green and yellow? Green [(Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back) Yeah, this makes sense.]
3. Your first initial B [(You have a lot of love and friendship in your life) I don't know. Sure, I have friends, but not lots. Same with love.)
4. Your month of birth October [(Your love life will not be too great, but eventually, you will find
your soulmate) I can see this being true]
5. Which color do you like most? Black or white? White [(You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.) Yeah.. yeah.]
6. Name of a person of the same gender as you. Tyrone [(This person is your best friend.) Uhm.. not really. I mean, I wouldn't detest it if it was. Tyrone is fricken cool.. but I hardly hang out with him)
7. Your favorite number 3 [(Your favorite # will become the # of kids (ahh hope your favorite number isnt 100)) Eh. I can see this happening.]
8. Do you like California or Florida more? California [(You like adventure) I feel I am laid back more than I like to adventure.]
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more? Ocean [(You are spontaneous and like to please people.) Not that this isn't true, but I think the other one fits me so much more.]
10. Write down a realistic wish. To be a professional musician. [(This wish will only come true if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN within the next hour and it will come true before your next birthday) I don't really believe in this stuff.. but I would love to play jazz professionally. And from what I've heard, im pretty great at it.]
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| Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
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3:23 pm
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ABOUT ME
Name: Bryan
Single or taken: Single
Sex: Male
Birthday: October 9th.
Siblings: 6. Tracy, Sandra, Callista, Jessica, Allisa, Zach
Hair color: Brown and black.
Eye color: Green
Shoe size: 10 1/2
Height: 5' 11"
Weight: 150
Ethnicity: Irish, British
Favorite place to shop: Game Stop
Piercings/Tattoos: No.
Contacts/Glasses: Glasses, but they're broken.
RELATIONSHIPS
Who are your best friends: Define best.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: No.
SPECIFICS
Do you do drugs: No.
What kind of shampoo do you use: White Rain Lavender Vanilla
What are you most scared of? Spiders. Hate those fucks.
Who is the last person that called you? Whens teh last time I had a phone?
Where do you want to get married? In a court house.
How many buddies are online right now? 12.
How many people are on your buddy list? 61.
What would you change about yourself? My teeth and bad vision.
FAVORITES
Color: Dark green.
Food: Anything works.
Hobbies: Sitting infront of computers, music.
Boys names: No preference.
Girls names: No preference.
Subjects in school: math
Favorite Animal: No preference.
Sports: Hockey.
Holiday: Halloween
Season: Summer
Car: No preference.
Ice cream flavor: Vanilla.
Memory: Uh.. Kicking people off of monkey bars.
Most painful moment: Blocked out.
HAVE YOU EVER
Given anyone a bath? Nope.
Smoked? No.
Bungee jumped? No.
Made yourself throw up? Yes.
Skinny-dipped? No.
Ever been in love? No.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Prolly.
Pictured your crush naked? All the time.
Actually seen your crush naked? Nope.
Cried when someone died? My dog when I was 8.
Lied? No. >.>
Fallen for your best friend? Yes, but not to the point of love.
Been rejected? Yes.
Rejected someone? Yes.
Used someone? Yes.
Done something you regret? Yes.
CURRENT
Clothes: My watch, white dress shirt, tan shorts, white socks, and black converse.
Music: None.
Make-up: No.
Annoyance: Bad spelling. >.>
Smell: Freshly baked cinnamen buns.
Favorite group: Fire When Ready.
Desktop picture: My old FLCL one.
Book(s) you’re reading: None.
In cd player: Fire When Ready, Moneybags Gram, Ben Folds, My Chemical Romance, and Foo Fighters.
In tape deck: N/A
In record player: Whats a record? But seriously. The Alan Parsons Project.
LAST PERSON
You touched: Prolly Drew. Whether it was hitting him or bumping into him.
Hugged: Liz.
You IMed: Jessa.
You yelled at: I don't really yell.
You kissed: Liz.
Last time you cried: Im a dude. I don't cry.
ARE YOU
Understanding: Usually.
Open-minded: Yes.
Arrogant: Slightly.
Insecure: No.
Interesting: Not particularly.
Random: Sometimes.
Hungry: Very.
Smart: When I want to be.
Moody: Very.
Hard working: When I need to be.
Organized: Not really.
Healthy: More than some, less than others.
Shy: Sometimes.
Difficult: Yes.
Attractive: Very.
Bored easily: Im bored now.
Messy: Very.
Responsible: Eh.
Obsessed: Not currently.
Angry: No
Happy: Slightly.
Bitch: No
Nerd: Some would say so.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO
Kill: Eh. Anyone, really.
Slap: I don't.
Get really wasted with: I don't get wasted.
Get high with: I don't get high.
Look like: Kiba.
Talk to offline: Anyone.
Talk to online: Anyone.
RANDOM
In the morning I am: Alive.
All I need is: Music.
Love is: I wouldn't know.
I dream about: Unimportant things that I couldn't care less about.
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera? Who I'd rather kill? Either.
Bush or Kerry: Holy shit.. is it November?
GREATEST
Greatest turn on: None, really.
Greatest turn off: Fat chicks.
Greatest Feeling in the world: Uhm.. A good burger.
OPPOSITE SEX
What do you notice first: Height and weight.
Last person you slow danced with: Tyrone.
Worst question to ask: Are you in yet? (Response: "In? Im done.")
Makes you laugh the most: Eh. Dunno.
Makes you smile: Dunno.
Who do you have a crush on: Lets go with Bill.
Who has a crush on you: I don't know.
DO YOU EVER
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you? No.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Prolly.
Wish you were younger: Yes.
Cried because someone said something to you? Yes
Loved someone so much it made you cry? No.
NUMBER
Of times I have had my heart broken: Uh.. 4
Of hearts I have broken: Dunno. Don't care.
Of guys I've kissed: 2 or 3.
Of girls I've kissed: Prolly over 25.
Of continents I have lived in: 1.
Of tight friends: Tight?
Of cds I own: 25 - 50
Of scars on my body: 1
FINAL QUESTIONS
Do you like fillings these out? Sometimes.
Gold or silver: Silver.
What was the last film you saw at the movies? Star Wars Episode III
Favorite cartoon/anime? No favorite.
What did you have for breakfast this morning? A zebra cake.
Who would you love being locked in a room with? Kate Winslet.
Could you live without your computer? Yeah.
Could you ever get off of the computer? Uh huh.
Would you color your hair? Mhmm.
Habla Espanol? Eat me.
Drink alcohol? No.
current mood: weird
current music: Kelly Clarkson - Since You've Been Gone
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| Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
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6:37 pm
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My Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: Foo Fighters - Times Like These [LYRICS]
Waking up: Gary Jules - Mad World [LYRICS]
Average day: Weezer - Surf Wax America [LYRICS]
First date: Blink 182 - First Date [LYRICS]
Falling in love: Weezer - Island In The Sun [LYRICS]
Love scene: Coheed and Cambria - A Favor House Atlantic [LYRICS]
Fight scene: Star Wars Episode 1 Soundtrack - Duel of Fates [No Lyrics]
Breaking up: Ben Folds Five - Song For The Dumped [LYRICS]
Getting back together: Fire When Ready - If We're All Okay [No Lyrics Availavle]
Secret love: Weezer - El Scorcho [LYRICS]
Life's okay: Ben Folds Five - Philosophy [LYRICS]
Mental breakdown: Weezer - Slob [LYRICS]
Driving: System of A Down - Chop Suey [LYRICS]
Learning a lesson: Foo Fighters - All My Life [LYRICS]
Deep thought: Weezer - Only In Dreams [LYRICS]
Flashback: Ben Folds - The Luckiest [LYRICS]
Partying: Ben Folds - Rockin' The Suburbs [LYRICS]
Happy dance: Modest Mouse - Ocean Breaths Salty [LYRICS]
Regret: Brand New - Me vs. Madanna vs. Elvis [LYRICS]
Being screwed over: Brand New - Okay, I believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't [LYRICS]
Long night alone: Taking Back Sunday - A Decade Under The Influence [LYRICS]
Death scene: At The Drive-In - Invalid Letter Dept. [LYRICS]
Closing credits: Coheed and Cambria - In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3 [LYRICS]
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6:31 pm
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Now. I don't usually link to news articles, etc., but I found this article to be interesting.
its about a kid who murders 6 people on the day of his graduation, than kills himself.
An interesting article
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4:50 pm
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2:56 pm
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Laugh along with common people even though they're laughing at you.. and the stupid things that you do because you think that poor is cool.
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| Thursday, May 26th, 2005
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1:29 pm
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*Yawn*
I woke up today. I woke up fucking early. So fucking early, in fact, I saw 9 am.
But before seeing the clock, I saw Liz. And thats the important thing. Its what made it acceptable to wake up at 9 am.
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| Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
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1:17 pm
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Yesterday I hung out with Liz. I left work some 2 hours early so we could go watch a movie. I stopped and picked up some pizza, along with other foods, on the way home. Halfway through the Abyss she wanted to leave. She had stuff she had to do the following morning (this morning). Tonight she might spend the night.. and you have no idea how happy that makes me.
And no, im not implying that we are fucking, or going to be fucking.
current mood:  blah
current music: Modest Mouse - Float On
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| Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
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5:37 pm
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Whee.. not single.
Going out with Liz :)
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4:34 pm
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| Friday, May 20th, 2005
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11:44 am
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Im sleepy. I was supposed to hang out with Timmy at 10, but he moved it to 1 so I have nothing to do. Im at the library, so this is passing an hour.
Nothing has been interesting lately. I saw Revenge of the Sith, but I won't go into that. All I'll say is that it was good.
Raw Meat Fest on Saturday. That should be some kind of fun.. I hope.
Well. Thats it. See ya.
current mood: apathetic
current music: Ben Folds - Zac and Sara
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